beast friend by Jane Remover

Released: November 13, 2024

Genre: Electronic/Digicore

This song was off the project Teen Week. Teen Week changed my life. I was in the listening party when it dropped, and it inspired so many people in the little underground community the genre it was a part of was forming. I wrote my college admission essay about Teen Week. This song is special because it's such a picture of my teen experience. Feeling insecure and underappreciated in my real life small town while trying to make a name for myself creatively online. All official releases of this song were sadly removed from the internet when the album became abridged.

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Lyrics:

I know that you don't want me at your house, just say it

I'm walking aimless, kick me out, I'll take it

One day you'll switch up on me when I'm famous

Can't be in the same place if you're gonna hate it

I know you hate it, see the way you fake it

See me in your posts untagged like I'm nameless

You're not even acting abrasive

We're not even friends and it's blatant

I'm sorry that I didn't talk, I'm such a nuisance

Can't even fuckin' tell my friends that I make music

Bitch, I'm the blueprint, you been acting ruthless

Give me my credit where it's due, no more choosing

Do it tomorrow, I hit snooze, money pooling

Are you even making fuckin' money doing school shit?

I never thought I'd be one of— (Z-Z-Zero)

I'll always be a fuckin' zero, that's not new shit

One more, two more, three more down the drain

I lost everybody but I feel the same

You become the beast of a friend that I once knew

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

Pen drop? Guess not

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

Do you play my music at night?

Do you play my music when you're alone?

Do you think I did it right?

Would you play it again tomorrow?

Kicking rocks on the way home

You won the game, you can rub it in

I'll still get my trophy even if I throw it in the dustbin

No plans, I wanna be your best friend

Meet ends, I'm dancin' 'til the world ends

Deep cleanse, showcasing all my defects

I'm sorry that I can't be perfect

I'm worthless, I'm helpless, I'm lazy and I'm jealous

But on the outside, I try so hard to be selfless

I'm precious, I always try to act, I'm reckless

You become the beast of a friend that I once knew

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

Pen drop? Guess not

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

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I know that you don't want me at your house, just say it

I'm walking aimless, kick me out, I'll take it

One day you'll switch up on me when I'm famous

Can't be in the same place if you're gonna hate it

I know you hate it, see the way you fake it

See me in your posts untagged like I'm nameless

You're not even acting abrasive

We're not even friends and it's blatant

I'm sorry that I didn't talk, I'm such a nuisance

Can't even fuckin' tell my friends that I make music

Bitch, I'm the blueprint, you been acting ruthless

Give me my credit where it's due, no more choosing

Do it tomorrow, I hit snooze, money pooling

Are you even making fuckin' money doing school shit?

I never thought I'd be one of— (Z-Z-Zero)

I'll always be a fuckin' zero, that's not new shit

One more, two more, three more down the drain

I lost everybody but I feel the same

You become the beast of a friend that I once knew

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

Pen drop? Guess not

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

Do you play my music at night?

Do you play my music when you're alone?

Do you think I did it right?

Would you play it again tomorrow?

Kicking rocks on the way home

You won the game, you can rub it in

I'll still get my trophy even if I throw it in the dustbin

No plans, I wanna be your best friend

Meet ends, I'm dancin' 'til the world ends

Deep cleanse, showcasing all my defects

I'm sorry that I can't be perfect

I'm worthless, I'm helpless, I'm lazy and I'm jealous

But on the outside, I try so hard to be selfless

I'm precious, I always try to act, I'm reckless

You become the beast of a friend that I once knew

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop

Pen drop? Guess not

Never thought that you'd be treating me like a loose screw

I thought I knew you, guess not

I've always wondered what it's like to watch a friend drop